::fool in my whole life::

2007-03-19T20:11:00.000+08:00

it nvr stroke me tt wen will i come back to blog again...
and i did... IM BLOGGING today...
basically cos i've nth better to do i guess...

i overslept, therefore didn't go help daddy...

i blogged hop... and realise i am missing alot...

KAI WEN HAS A BLOG! omg....

JASON IS A NOOB!!!....

YAN HAN OWES ME A BICYCLE!!!

and lastly...
i jus went to rinna's blogger...
and i seriously did not believe my eyes...

is tat you, rinna?

haha...

nth been up to lately except almost every morning i wake up at 530am... leave hse at 6.15am to dad's office... den i will play with my laptop until 7.45am... den 830 -1030am will be time to go do some work...
do wad work you all ask?
carry vegetables! become coolie! tat's cool... haha

now looking for products to sell to earn extra money too... and i've actually found one...

a product called the SPEEDBALL!

www.pwx.cc

I'VE THE CHEAPEST SPEEDBALL IN SINGAPORE!!!!
believe it or not... up to you lor....

I MISS THE MOMENTS

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the funny moments we've had... though we seldom look like a class... but i miss them...

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Do we look like a class? :) I am missing the lectures... the tutorials... everyting...

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THE SENIOR BUDDIES GROUP ;)

yet another phase of life is coming... i cannot accept it to know how near am i to dying...
i wonder all night long... where will i go when i die? how will it feels to die? where will my tots go?
do we really have souls that leave our body when we die? or... its not proven aft all...

im fat im fat... before army ill become fat.. ;p

2006-12-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

*KNOCK KNOCK
whose there?
intruder!

a wonderful time in your embrace and presense is more than anything i could have ask for, this special Christmas.

love ya baby!

2006-11-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

Stupid curly hair = Mastermind
Faith = Hijacker

She together with HIM hijack my USA DEALS! BLOODY B****

a description of a certain company.
so big yet onli selling 1 type of product with 1 function made of different colour and attach differently.

itz like e boss is the general.
he brings 10 archery squads ( products ), but he makes them dress differently (diff color) and use 2 different material of arrows (product with diff material).
isn't it all the same? archery onli can shoot bows and arrows (function of product nv change with the diff color and material)! bring all the same to the battle field ( battlefield = business)... brain got prob this general, how to kill enermy ( how to make money).

it sounds kinda chim...
but he is tat brainless aftall.

2006-11-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

I hate your guts...
u DISGUSTING CURLY HAIR!!!

Springboard Media Inc
Simply Computing

2 top shops in USA... SUPPOSE TO ME MINE!

imagine the amount of commission i'd earn...

YOU DISGUSTING CURLY HAIR... SNATCH my EFFORT and DEAL!!!

2006-10-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

some ppl look ugly, but behaves pathetically...
some ppl look good, but still behaves pathetically...
you look average... BUT you are no average joe... cos u are pathetic too..

2006-10-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

INTRUDER!!!

i shall intrude since my baby havent been updating...

i've been having suchah wonderful time with you ever since things got back on track, i definitely wish that it will continue and stay as great as it is right now.
I LOVE YA MY BOY!

to all: HIS MY BABY, MY ONE&ONLY.

hands off him or you shall be executed. haha

2006-10-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

back to blog aft a hectic week...
itz really hectic...
when i've nth to do few weeks ago at work, i complain...
now i've too many tings to do, i complain again...
haha! itz true itz true... human nature...
time flies really quickly tis week... 4th week over... 77days remaining...
how fast can tis get?
so fast 4weeks have past... tmr is back to work again...
to complete wad i've not yet done...
and pay will come next week too! can't wait...
though pathtic... but itz better den nth...
i missed my secondary school mates so much lately... IVAN, TEE LOON, JOE, YAN HAN, KUN ZHI, JASON, KAI WEN, JIE WEI, YONG SHEN, SAM...... so many... too many...
we used to bball all e way... hard core bballers... but now... all of us are missing...
ppl like yan han, jie wei and william... we used to go out together, but due to work, can't meet up.
i wish for a more carefree life to keep up with them! but i love working too...
sometimes when u tink of how much fun u had before, compared to now, itz so different... like wad boss says, studying and working is totally different... students like us mus accept the harsh reality of the working life and conditions without complain...
boss has been rather helpful in my settling down in the company... thanks bernard...
another person derek would like to shout out to...... PHILEMON....
my bro... where have u been? no where to be found... not even a sound from u...
how can u throw me back here... i miss those days where u wld specially take bus home with me and we would talk abt our life... i miss those days where u wld fart in class without saying a word :x i miss you phile.... :D

and other negative shout..
UNCLE HENRY IS A GAY! (i suppose)
wad's with tis god son tingy? 1 40plus yr old man taking a 20plus yr old man as a god son...? helping him so much... and even opening a blog and annoucing everyting abt ur god son? GEES!
you're so so so so gay henry....
i swear if u dare make any negative comments abt anyone in my family in front of me, i don care how related u are, i will lay a fist on u... and u will noe tat u jus gotta SHUT UP one day...

2006-09-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

hi...
back to blog again...
haha went missing for a very long time rite? =p
hrms... veri fast attachment for 15days already...
another 85 days to go, minus 3 public hols.... deepavali? xmas and new yr...
so is 82 days... HE!HE!
quite fast right time flies? heh!
1st week went to work... veri boring...
2nd week still boring...
3rd week finding it gettting ok already...
and like getting used to e way liaos, don wana change... haha!
hrm.... :) duno wad to blog actually la...
budden i wan back my poly life though... haha!
well..... let's look forward to next week!! PAYDAY!!! haha

2006-09-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

one week of attachment is over...
PHEW...
weekends... much awaited?
but i guess is TOTAL SCREWED UP!

3 major events!
2 minor events!

like fark la...

i scratch the car against the car park wall! right side...

i got a parking ticket 100 dollars... Centre of car...

and i hit a lorry and my signal light is spoil... left side!

RIGHT LEFT CENTRE! wtf?

look at tis.. how unlucky can one get in 24hrs lar... haish...
i talked to the car actually cos i got so freak out...
itz like someting was blocking my vision and making my judgement go wrong...
i talked to it... i actally did....
hope it does not stay.......
i feel so farked up! wtf....

god bless me....

2006-09-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

up and running again... do tag ppl!

attachment started already...
today is the 3rd day.. but as im not feeling well, i decided not to go..
1st 2 days hav been really bored...
sitting at the chair...
counting the hours for lunch...
and hours frm lunch to go home...
real bored...
but i guess more tings are installed...
i talked to bernard (BOSS) abt my views on the attachement..
i told him tat i don wan to be doing solely on IT stuffs onli...
i wan to do sales related tings aso...
guess wad... he has given me an esales acct...
guess i'd be in charge of e sales liao! yeah...
which means... MORE MONEY!
cos he says he will work out commission for me...

tat guy is a nice guy... :D

2006-07-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

the long missed thrills and excitiment of deadlines.
can't say itz finally over cos today is wednesday 1am.
-thurs 10.30 am ECAD
-fri & sat & sun Filming for AVFE
-monday AA storyboarding and AVFE storyboarding

tis is wad i've got installed e next 7days.
today and yesterday jus handed in incomplete projects.
not our fault. all lies with the loreal shampoo spokesperson.
he passed us incomplete files tat equvilent to no work done.

i don quite like it.
loreal lost a spokesperson today actually.
cos he shaved his head. wahaha! cnnt make it.

jus rushed for UED today and managed to hand in 90% done work.
i did the actionscripts... abt 1000lines? ard there...
i did the linkage...
i did my pages...
at the end of the project. event clicking the mouse was difficult. fingers were numb.

signs tat one is aging...
-i can't even last until 230am while rushing project
-fatigue and tiredness
-painful eyes
-giddiness at 10pm onwards
-forgetfulness

Projects do actually squeeze us dry...
but project and event planning... COOL!
it makes u extra dry.....
but lucky for the next few coming days it shall be better den tis weekend though...

im supposed to be doing ECAD now.
tink leave til tmr den do ba... am totally completely shut off upon the sights of codings!

then again, to all potential poly students.
don tink poly is slack.
cos it is not!!! look at me... im dying of depression.

oh anyway i did a new skin...
thanks to UED for asking me to design a website..
and i came up with a completely impressive wall paper!
Green is e color :D

oh and mayb to loreal spokesperson and public enemy no1...

don look down on ppl...
i will nv forget how u tried to suan me but to no avail...
u said, "Eh... the website background don look like u do one sia...I thought other ppl do or u all kapoh one sia..."
but rmb i've e most evil mouth.
u went totally stunned when i replied "i duno ah... i suddenly felt so artistic and i got it out. so natural."

and my comp did not hang btw...
i was jus so farkly pissed with ur attitude...
if i were to be an evil guy..
bet u wun even get a chance to do project with me...

i tot jus by being mr nice i cld see u change...
but u din...

oh anyway i love flash. itz so wonderful!

i got alot to say... but i duno wad.. cos there goes my head again...
im floating..........................................

2006-07-01T02:27:00.000+08:00

Here's when we know that the architects of ngee ann poly failed their maths!

today
alright alright.. was practically being a pig the whole day slping and watching soccer...
lifes nth colourful cos i chose to slp rather den to be busy...
money is hard earned... and i don wana spend all..
plus i penniless now... selling my nike bag and mp3 player...
waiting for pay...
yeah! im officially broke for now onli....

2006-06-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

went with them to sakae jus now...
had a battle...
LOL! i 1st time see rinna face so red sia! LOL

if ppl discovered the 7th wonder of the world,
they missed out on the 8th.

nth much. pretty much free rite now...
sunday's HUGE event was blessed by e rain...
great weather tat the HUGE event din make it thru!
im so glad...
now im free and not so stressed up again!

2006-06-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

HERE IS WAD BOREDOM DOES TO YOU!

imagine... when he stands up... how tall can he be...
he is at least 2m tall! i was praying he hit his head against e lamp! lol

A reconfirmation of time! it was 920pm!
haha! such a contrast of screens........

This was the table that sat no soul.........

2006-06-10T02:57:00.000+08:00

tis is wad boredom does to u in class......
LOL!

2006-06-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

ive nt eaten e whole day!!!!! 9pm now...
woots... other den snacking.....
assignments are killing me softly....

2006-06-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

back frm training... tedious tedious schedule...
mayb nt for me... but assignments are rushing up again...
events are coming up... a larger den b4 one...
well well well... jus guess it will add on to me pressure again...

im kinda enjoying trainings rite now cos itz not tough but not veri slack also... being able to have time yet again for basketball is smth i wld love to have...But if i don get to play in open category tis yr... it mayb well good bye to basketball... *fingers cross*
im training hard... fitness wise and stuffs... i wan it... n i wan it badly!

my laptop is still in MEL n im not loving it...
i loaned tis farking set frm them.. and itz so farking farking slow...
nvm abt it...

i was reading thru blogs and blogs and smth caught my eyes...
someting caught it though... yeah... i can't be bothered to type it out...
ALRIGHT! so e weekends are nearing and where can i go is the qns i like to ask...
everyone has a gf now... and not me...

:( BUT itz not time to hav one unless she truly deeply treasures everyting and don control my and make me stop playing basketball for the sake of her.. instead she shld sit back and respect ones schedule... jus look at jason... so admire him and her... like he still hav times for frens and basketball cos she din grab him by e neck and says HEY! U CAN'T DO TIS AND TAT.....

haha... anyway jus blogging crap... but i am so bored...

i've jobs for ppl on 25th june... who wans? lol.. find me

2006-06-01T03:08:00.000+08:00

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Derek!
1.It takes forty minutes to hard-boil Derek.
2.Europe is the only continent that lacks Derek.
3.People used to believe that dressing their male children as Derek would protect them from evil spirits.
4.You would have to dig through four thousand kilometres of Derek to reach the earth's core.
5.A Derekometer is used to measure Derek!
6.If you break Derek, you will get seven years of bad luck!
7.An average beaver can cut down Derek every year!
8.Derek cannot be detected by infrared cameras!
9.Derek is often used in place of milk in food photography, because milk goes soggy more quickly than Derek!
10.Some hotels in Las Vegas have Derek floating in their swimming pools!

LAME SIA!!!!!! LOL! HOW DO U GUYS LOVE IT?!

thanks ah vanessa! lol... took e link frm ur blogger... =p

2006-05-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

hips don lie- shakira
nice song...cos of shakira's ass... haha! no lar... but itz nice... :D

wong kiow ans my prayers... LOL!
2sms frm her came last nite...
but again... it jus seems so idiotic... like wen i didn't really care abt it...
jus replied like how i reply other ppl...

wootz....
tis morning 6am went to ecp...
had the HLC walk....
new batch of coordinators except for me and wee leong...
nth much abt them except tat kelly's quite fun... lol!

came home at 2 and slept til 9.....

now... im tired again.... YAWNS.....

next event at esplanade... larger scale....
shall start scouting for coordinators again....

2006-05-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

so if the last ting on earth wong kiow wld do... is to fulfil my dreams...
how wonderful will it be rite? LOL

i saw her jus now...
jus felt so weird seeing her...

itz such a pity we are not on talking terms..
all i wished... is wong kiow...
to make her talk to me again...
tat's all i ever ever wanted mr wong... HELP ME!

:x

ok im dreaming....

boooo! wake up!

so 2 weeks of not going training and so many tings happen!
where's my killiney jersey uncle foo!
i wan my jersey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

went ta mr wong kiows wake today...

itz so unusual to see that man...
always u can hear him when he's teaching frm few levels down...
always so loud...
always so feared by students...
he was lying there in deep slumber...
with his trademark eyebrows...
not shouting anymore...
not smiling anymore...

itz so unusual...
i reached there...
and seriously i got wet eyes...
mayb cos we were telling each other of wad mr wong did...
how he was... and stuffs....
god... pls bless tis man... for he is a father to all kids frm jss...
rest in peace mr wong... for a great man who embarked his teaching journey in jss has came to a end... :(

2006-05-23T02:09:00.000+08:00

once again, the question of how vulnerable life is strike my mind...
how does it feel like to die?
can we live forever?
im afraid to die........

an sms came in, in an afternoon where i almost overslept in the bus but thanks to a certain some1 who tapped me, i've no idea who...
e sms reads " mr wong kiow passed away"
shocking news!

1stly for wad reason does tis man hav to die?
he only jus retired frm jss last yr or so...
always so healthy...
smiling always but fierce nevertheless...
he don look like he is suffering frm anyting...
but he jus went off to sleep and nv wake up again.....

2ndly,why is god so cruel?
yeah he mayb fierce...
but tat's when he disciplines students...
though he din teach me...
i always see the fun side of tis old man...
he is nice to be with...
always takes jokes and laughs when students disturb...
isn't it jus cruel to take him away frm students like us?

yeah... mayb wad wanwei said is true...
tat he died a healthy old man, who do not hav to suffer the consequences of being old..

and mayb wad qyannn feelings are rite...
that it is overly too shocking for a man like him to go....

BUT nevertheless, im still wondering how vulnerable life is....

god is so...

life is so...

2006-05-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

1stly happy belated bday to miss weilin

GRIEVE....
now secondly a post not associated with her bday...

Jurong secondary school has lost a favourite son...
A man who has walked the school's history books...
following the school frm where it 1st started, to itz current place...
50years of loyalty cannot be doubted...
A man who is respected by staffs and students...

He mayb fierce...He may shout at us...
But this man... he is fun... loving and caring...
Fatherly figure of the school....
HE IS THE SYMBOL OF JSS!

yes... mr wong kiow...
may the angels and god in heaven, bless ur soul...
sleep away peacefully mr wong, ur place in our hearts will nv be replaced...

2006-05-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

the boring weekends are here...
am down with a bad throat thus decided to Forgo training for the 2nd time in 2 weeks...
feeling guilty and fat alr.. haha! nvm shall work out myself...
nth much happened e fer e week except i finally met PHILEMON!
itz been ages... wad kinda god bro are u man? always no time... =P
jus glad lar...
went to watch da vinci code with him, yao hui, kelvin lim, andrew, guo qing and jun wei...
seriously nth much except for a big assignment due tis monday and i've yet to be started...
lol lar... sucha pro i am uh... heh!

btw, mr chan has been giving encouragements for my political views in WISP...
i am wondering shld i set up a blog for it...
let my views be read...
and who noes... mayb i'd be as famous a xia xue or smth? haha!
ppl, tell me shld i do it anot lei? shld i shld i?

i've worked out a formula for my thousand word essay for u...
words to be felt but not to be read...

close ur eyes and feel it ... =D

2006-05-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

hi hi... back ta post...
basically nth much happened except tat the new main comm is selected and my job is done...
last nite went out til late with andrew and gang...
haha... both me and him drove out lar... quite interesting... :D
and den aft tat went out with them...
i enjoyed my nite....
hope u enjoy the ice cream eh? :D

2006-05-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

i can nv get serious...
and i shall nt ans the qns u ask...
til im sure of the ans

2006-05-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

finally got my pay...
phew... and frm next event onwards sam is increasing my pay...
hrms.. nth to be proud abt...
so poor pei wen got scolded so yuan wang-ly...
hope she din take it to heart....
other den tat i tink nth much alr other den my 100bucks with my fren...
am going school early to do BA ba... nites ppl!

oh ya... anyone staying in e east wana work as event coordinators?
more details email me at s10019007@np.edu.sg... paying 6dollars an hour for min of 3 hours...
by tis week........

2006-05-07T02:19:00.000+08:00

back ta blog...
issues today? i took 13bucks worth of cab today...
FINALLY an assignment is completed!
training........
MY KNEE GUARD....

haha... so y i took so much cab... cos 1stly i was late in e morning for project meeting as i overslept... i rushed a cab down... 9bucks... den aft project was COMPLETED! i rushed for training... yiting told me how to take a bus frm ngee ann to seng kang... BUT i jus can't find e landmarks she said! so i jolly well alighted and take a cab for 4.50...went fer training..was late an hour lar...yeah... ran alone... did pumping alone... so lonely... and finally got to join up with my new juniors... all damn power pack... KILLINEY YOU JIU LE! lol!
cos finally i saw quality players at killiney!and i meant quality... can fite with stronger teams...today again got scolded lar... LOL!the new guy scold me siao... tsk! haha!
training over and i came back home so late... yet with a smile on e face.......

kinda pissed cos i lost my knee guard fer 2 trainings and nobody returned me... so i tot i shld buy a new one... i finally got a new one and some1 returned me my old one day... wtf.................
cnnt believe it lar... lucky my new one some1 offered to buy... :D happy...

life is so...............

2006-05-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

to my friend my 5 million plus names :
na de qi, fang de xia can take up, mus put down
shi jie shang, mei you she meh shi shi bu ke yi jie jue de earth on top, there is nth tat cnnt be solved

if u understand my one patch one patch chinese my dear fren...
there's many fishes in d ocean... y stick to one...
there's many trees in my forest... y wana burn one down onli =P
the grass is greener on e other side....

dying is not a way... if u die... how are ur frens like me gonna survive...
if u die, i'd not miss u..
i'd not even rmb abt u...
cos u din treasure life and me... Y mus i treasure u?

cheer up yeah? u r cute... so am i... heh!

homeworks and assignments are piling up....
how many times hav i repeated it? haha
well well... cnnt be helped... itz my last yr i guessed...
yeah... den army...
time flies.... i onli remembered myself taking o level cert...
now im here taking my diploma soon!
like wad yan and jason and kai wen say... Y TIME FLIES SO FAST?
yeah..... i agree with them to the core..................

i can't wait fer training again... haha...

and den, ZU XIAN... u hit me... i wan SUE U!

yeah... today stayed back watch my darlings of M04 dance their dance...
did them their CUTE photo video.... haha!
tmr is their variety show... hope i can join them ba....
den aft variety show im gonna take my 160bucks!
finally my pay... so little... tsk!
but nvm... itz hard earn... i will not anyhow spend...

i am a loyal to tis team....
but another team is offering me a chance to play in a higher level...
shld i be loyal? or shld i move on....
like they say... grass might be greener on another side...

itz jus a metaphor of my life now... :D everyting including basketball and.......

2006-05-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

to kuku boy :

I MISS EU TOO LAR!

2006-05-03T04:25:00.000+08:00

school jus started 2weeks... and assignments are flowing in...
phooooo.... hard and harsh...
together with the ongoing ICT elections...
finally yet again, e poster i designed will be up ard the school!!!
haha! achievement lar.... lol! don say hao lians....
e mail i type will be forwarded to abt 80ppl... or mayb more...
hehe! cool!!!!!!!!!!

assignement rushing.......
boring lar....... tsk tsk!!

can't wait for training suddenly!

and can't wait to take my pay......

2006-05-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

hey. 130am... blogging again...
hehe! i guessed i've a new visitor here huh ZU XIAN?!
lol... thanks for managing to LINK ur way here lar...

hrms... expected to change fone today...
but the queue was 3hours so i gave up on it...
yeah... saw yen fen the 2nd time in 4days....
she's bloody cute... :x hot... sexy... wadeva u say it...
anyway she's my cousin but not blood related... cos she is not an ENG... wahahas...

anyway, nth much to update lar...
i onli noe im starting to enjoy training more...

and... hrms... duno le lar.... lol!!!

anyway i realise im kinda on a OPEN spell recently....
WISP class i was e onli 1 frm my class....
the others i duno... ended up i became popular... :P
jus by kidding and suaning teacher and the other mates...
hahaha! got pretty ger in tat class aso... the cute one is my group leader... LOL!

hrms... den tat day at bball training... the new tjc guy was good lar...
lol! den we played with those neighbour hood ppl...
i was jus fooling ard so wasn't up to standard...
those ppl were like "MAN TAT THE TJC GUY, HE IS VERI ZHUN!"
haha... next ting i shouted back at them... " EH! I ASO VERI ZHUN ONE OKAY"
lol! everyone luff... :P

oh... and i realise how unfair the world is...
training there got tis big fat ugly dai guy lar... so fat... fatter den me...
his gf... so cute.......
charlton and us saw alr... all started laughing! lol
i was crying... LOL

2006-04-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

long sinced i update... haha
anyway got my 3rd trophy... 2nd trophy fer bball last week...3rd placing....
ya...
my mentee class is great...
they seem to be all so fun, tat i feel like going to study with them...
haha... not bad looking gers frm the class...
nth much alr lar... other den pia-ing 22hours and getting sick til now....
and my farking pay izn't in my accout yet i guess... BRIGHTON!!!!!!

ok lar... sick... long sinced i updateed... so jus pop by lor....

ilovem&mchocolate:itz a pact! u don lie to me too

lin- : i alr update... OK?! haha

chong kiat-: sorry bro... :D kinda busy tis few weeks........

jus a confession to make here...
i picked up e stick e other day...
cos sam put me in charge of such a major event...
being a perfectionalist... i wanted it perfect tat i stressed myself...
i promised not....

2006-04-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE TASTE OF VICIORY!!!!!!

heh! tis has to be written in bold because....
today we won potong pasir csc...
i scored 1point frm a free throw...
and committed 2 fouls tat WAS not MY and wasn't a foul...
seriously speaking, potong pasir csc is NOT even my matchup!
all so lousy...
but we won them 15points onli cos...
all of us were slack... haha!
like i was not even tired aft the match... wtf

i stepped into court...
not even a min and i almost started a fight...
tell me where is the law!
REF SUCKS BIG TIME!
IT WAS DEFINATELY A TECHNICAL FOUL!
Y WAS IT JUS A PUSHING FOUL?!

i unbelieveably got an outlet pass frm lu...
and made my way fer a fast break! cannot believe tat all the players back on me when i was fast breaking aso...
MA CHIAM i was a sprinter sia...
i had 2 defenders in front of me...
when reaching e basket...
some damn fark frm behind pushed me... and i mean PUSHED!
i stood up...went to stare at him at his face and pushed him... no hands were raced by me... onli a shoulder pushed... heh!
wanted to scared tat farker lar...

ended up got scolding by coach...
scolded by the ref... BUT I DIN CARE! lol
willy aso scolded me... end up willy help me take revenge... lol!
ok la... but i tink tis match was great... though the time i had was lil...
cos of the team's fault...
the 2 jasons were leaving spaces in defence...
gerald was not good at positioning...
lu was kinda sick...
and me... i was busy help them fill up their spaces tat i hav to let go of my player...
damn damn damn...

next up... paya lebar koven CSC... i strive to win them... and SKUDAI!

my ass hurts now aft e fall

2006-04-16T03:36:00.000+08:00

haha... 330am now...
phew... gotta wake up at 545 lata...
got to go work at 7 lata....
sian-sational-isation....

sis and her bf jus came back dead drunk...
maddness.......

anyway today's jus a bad day...
morning 6am... daryl's alarm clock rang and rang...
woke me up instead of him....
aft tat late morning... another phone call woke me up...
bloody ah ma's!!!!
den britetons call woke me... but din ans....
damn morning so screw'd....

aftnoon screw'd too...
went to bathe.. tot can go cut hair...
end up heavy downpour.......
sua.....

go training in e evening and nite...
SCREW'd...
i lost my NIKE TEE......

can some1 tell me how screw'd is my day.....
damn it mann....

k gonna slp... nites

2006-04-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

was in town the bloodly whole day today.......
did nth except walking walk walk and slack...
lol! guess the shirt i wore was super huge...
tat made me look really big on top, and small below...
haha! siian diaos larrr........

anyway tinking of tmr training...
suddenly sian diao lei....
duno y... sian larrrrrrr
boooOoooooooooooo

i'd not lie to u....
all i ask if fer u to lie to me NOT....

2006-04-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

been long sinced i update yeah?
hehe... or nt veri long aft all...
ya... did i mention to u guys tat the malaysians are coming to singapore?!
they are coming to our home ground... yahoo!
seriously, im not afriad to guai lan...
im not afraid to be forceful on them alr...
cos tis is HOME!
yeap... im in squad fer killiney to play the potong pasir cup...
my aim.... at least a 2nd! with a medal!
tat's all i wan! i will FITE FOR IT! :) all the best killiney!
jia you! i intend to improve my statistics fer tis matches...
i will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeap...
today was a ok ok day lar...
went town with yan han, xiang and gang...
haha! i realised xiang is a veri self entertaining person...
like to talk alot aso... lol...
aft town went to jurong east eat...
seymin passed me my bling bling shirt....
24bucks... WOOO!
jurong east we ate liaos... NV PAY!
cos we waited fer the bill to come... it nv came...
so out of anger we walked off... or shld i say run off lar...

anyway i shld celebrate... i finally managed to wear daryl's jeans...
which means i lost weight!! YAHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what's tis with unconditional love i was tinking...
to love and not be loved in return?
i tink itz ridiculous..........
the sacrifices one makes are all ridiculous if itz unconditional too...
WHERE's THE FAIRNESS I ASK?!!!!!!

2006-04-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

hrms... malaya is over...
totally don wan do a live coverage of the matches...
cos it was totally disappointing...
at least i learned, and noe wad to improve...
i now hav no fear over singapore players...
i now hav no fear wen i go on court...
cos i met the malaysians... thanks to them....
i got the 1st foul out of my life on friday...
haha... im proud... :D

anyway, 3 matches... 4 points, 4assist, 2 rebounds, plenty of fouls, 2 steals...... guessed my contribution was there ya? haha

hrms... i hope u turn to me

2006-04-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

seeing u in sucha mess worries me...
do u nit help?
if u do i hope u approach me........

thanks fer ur jia you ba....

2006-04-05T02:04:00.000+08:00

match at malaya...
i guess itz a performace i shld b proud off...
at least i wasn't the worst performer...
scored 2 frm a jumper... haha! i duno if itz beautiful...
jason said it is...
cos there was a bugger coming frm behind,
and another frm the front...

these guys... minimal height of 1.78 to e tallest of i tink 2m!
physically all of them are so much bigger compared to us... (in chong ghee today, onli willy and i matched the johors physically).
team work wonderfully fer them. (cos chong ghee onli met today)
their forwards can dunk!
centres are like fark...stand behind them, and u can't be seen! i swear...

nth to complain... lost so much in e match...
but i gained new experience...
new moves and tactics...

jason scored 4... 1 i assist one ok! lol

yeah... other den tat... the onli highlight was......
number9 of johor... wanted to find trouble with me...
of cos being cool head...i onli push him off...
im not a sore loser...
im a fighter....
i noe tat i wun let ur fren hav an easy basket! thus i did wad i did..
defend with e smartest move!
and u are jus a winner tat is like shit! cos u wana fite me...
hoho!

ah yao kept telling me...
derek wad u doing?! u in johor not singapore....

haha! seriously... do u tink i care dude? not really....

anyway, jus dedicate tis learning experience to my mum... her bday...
and not forgetting wei wei... rest in peace dude.... i did all i can... but they were jus tat good... :)

2006-04-04T12:21:00.000+08:00

hrms.. 1230 leaving hse...
decided to blog 1st...
cos i wun be home til late...
7pm going to meet chong ghee fer malaya...
well, whole nite can't slp...
was tinking how vulnerable life is...
wondering where we go afterlife.....
how it feels to die.....?
yeah yeah... tis are the qns tat always puzzles me....
anyway it gibs me a reason to perform tonight...
i hope and i wana be the best player on court!!

2006-04-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

wei wei, aunty marg god son...
saw him quite a few times at her place...
he did come fer dinner with us...
though he is so much younger...
we din talk... yet i feel tat he is somewhat close to us...

mum jus told me...
wei wei is brain dead...
he was on a weekend trip to malaya...
asthma attack...
they sent him back to s'pore... n his brain is dead...

his grand dad a medium...
did some ritual....
and said the horse face and cow face has taken his spirit off...

in other words... wei wei is dead....

abit too sudden to realise how vulnerable life is....
abit too sudden to realise tat how easily they can take us off...
abit too sudden to realise tat we and nt tat inferior...

does the horse face and his fren mr cow exist?
we nvr noe........

to wei wei... where ever u are... REST IN PEACE....
i promise u... a performance nv be4 in malaya tmr...
all dedicated to u.... god bless u....

my hearts aching...
at the lost of some one close...

aunt marg is crying... tat bad...

i've nv lost a person close to me yet...
mayb when i was young i did... but i din noe a ting...
now... i will noe tat i can nv accept e fact to see them die... haish

2006-04-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

hi yeh... here ta blog...
malaya trip coming up alr...
hrms... monday don hav match so nt going...
but uncle foo say mayb chong ghee coach wana training...
damn it... den today nth much aso lar...
other den going out to eat...
whole day very tired aso... cos of yesterday...
uncle foo forced me to train...
im the oldest among the team liaos...
he say train fer july or wad de match...
wahh.... xiong lar.....
20 pull ups...
100plus pumplings...
don fit den is bluff one lor... lol...
last nite was veri high lei... duno y ......

i missed being loved....

below are more shoe tattoo i did...

nice? tag it pls.... :D

2006-03-31T03:36:00.000+08:00

330 in e morning... jus finished doing smths...
show u guys... MY customize SS2G...

=) happy... my very own ss2g... there's still more to come...
i took an hour plus to do tis k.. very xin ku....
phew....

juz now went jogging...
25mins non stop... 50pumps...
damn... i nit to train...
train fer malaya! here i come... :D...
guess i'll be wearing ss2g there...
not sure yet... make dao so zai... MUZ WEAR! haha

rinna and me had a no link conversation...
whoever who reads e log will find us ridiculous...
mayb cos rinna is the no link queen! haha...

morning going gym... booo! get going to slp liaos... nites

2006-03-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

right now at mac with kaiwen, william and jason, cs-ing, the network canot support up to 4 ppl, sian, me n jason both blogging, william and kaiwen one on one-ing...

guys go see
just-yukai.blogspot.com and see his 1st sentence.. LOL! sama sama!

eh... today duno wad kinda day is it lar...
good yet bad...
hrms... started off with heavy rains today... my hse tripped 2 times...
tmd.... den went of met william and jason...
planning to go town lor...
but b4 tat wanted buy 4d....
0910....
a birthday mistaken and anyhow kang by rinna tat itz geraldine's bday...
y i wanted buy her bday is cos i dreamt of her lar...
weirdos... hhaha!
guess wad... the queue was ultra long... so forgo e 4D...
end up... 0910 came out 2nd price...
i missed out 6000bucks of money! CAsH!
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!
den dad ransack my secret drawer...
lol! got personal stuff inside.... tmd!
hahaha! u guess lor... i wun say.... :P
er... tat's the down part of the day.....

the high part....
phone call came in...
PRIVATE NUMBER....
derek: hello
Private number: Derek ah
derek: YA!
Private number: Uncle FOO ah! (in chinese) 3april to 8april u free anot?
derek: (in chinese) mayb lar...
Private number: (in chinese) u wan play fer CHONG GHEE in malaysia anot?
derek without tinking: OK OK OK!!!!!!
Private number: (in chinese) where r u now?
derek: orchard lor
Private number: (in chinese) wahhh! so late alr still outside ah... wad i tell u b4? don anyhow go out til so late...
derek: orhh! no lar! i go movies *bluff*
Private number: (in chinese) with gf ah?!
derek: hannah!
Private number: don go home so late!

haha! tat's uncle foo lar...
fatherly and caring...
his rules fer us are.... not to smoke... i din ler...
not to wear ear studs
don go out too late...
don roam e streets...
STUDY!!!!
ahhaa.... nice guy....
can't wait fer e time to come.....

CHONG GHEE HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woots woots woots....

2006-03-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

why are my mornings always spoiled by phone calls.....
arghs....
ok... im so in e mood to do my stencils...
stencils so tat i can draw on my SS2G and my converse bball shoes....
yet... I CAN'T FIND GLUE... like fark...
i rmb i hav de... unless some bloody cheater at home take and use....
i wan draw my shoes!!!!!!!!

2006-03-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

yet again... morning spoiled by a phone call...
actually aso not counted morning lar... erms...
2 plus 3.... briteton called...
asked if i could help out in another event tis 16april...
yeah... got job got pay got money again...
haha.... who ever is interested jus call me aso lar...
basically e job is jus to help out in a event organised by a company...
v slack one...
will be paid lor...so don worry....

2006-03-27T01:24:00.000+08:00

back ta blog...
basically nth much happened e past 2 days lar...
hrms..... start with sat lor....
sat morn woke up early...
watched NBA... love kobe bryant to bits....
den 430 meet kai wen and jason to go killiney at SENG KANG...
far sia... 1h 15min journey jus to play bball...
kinda regret being old lar... no more competitive bball to play...
but uncle foo aka coach foo aka manager foo is still tat same old person...
face black black... but super fatherly.....
i went there i wasn't bored lar... he got talk to me...
den di siao lar... say wad... i see ppl play bball and train i wun hand itchy meh...
den i say will itchy... he laugh and say i over age liaos no more competitions fer me... kuku!
haha... but other wise he was fun...
kai wen and jason i guess had the trainings of their life...
pumping pumping pumping.... good fer them...
tat's wad killiney is abt! jia you ba!
great to see them move on..... killiney is gonna sponsor them trips to malaysia and and 1 shoes...
hope i can join them on their trips... if mr foo ask la... :P
ar bo abit bhb to join them....

den today...
morning woke up to go pray ancestors...
saw the cousins... still tat pretty...
ok lar... there's one tat particularly caught my eyes... yan fen... :x
cousins lar... but i tink she looks cute... haha!
den went makan...
home... sleep...
den william called to play pool...
play 2 hours with him...
quite fun sia... win him 4-5....
not bad... race to 5 ma... den i had all my long shots going in....
ahahah... i actually losing 3-1 de lor... :P
den went jurong west eat prata... den home...
chatted alot to william tat butoh...
quite fun.... :D

2006-03-24T17:53:00.000+08:00

hrms...
recieved e results via sms tis morning...
all b's, b plus's and c's.... i guess mr A din wana come...
damn it...
GPA 2.95.... not good enuff..
i aim to hav at least GPA 3 lar... booooo! hate it lar...
nvm...last sem i shall pia alr...
jason and kai wen MIA...
shld i go MOS with kun zhi they all?
hrms... wonder wonder...
cos if i stay at home... i'd be rotting to death...
if i go out, i'll be spending..... hai ya!

2006-03-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

wasted yet another day...
whole day at home... til 9 plus den went out meet william play pool fer 1 hour....
ok lar... no mood actually but jus nit tto get out breathe fresh air...
erms.. nth much lar..
i guess im gonna take up ACTIVE's job at amk as a telemarketer...
heard jus nit work 3days a week til 7th april..
and den working hours like anytime de...
wootss !love it...
best is... 8bucks per hour! HOW ABT TAT?
yeah yeah dudes...

had fun chatting to u jus now...
hope u prove me wrong bah...

damn it im having a CLARA maddness now....

2006-03-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

yet another day wasted...
ok lar... not really wasted... but still wasted..
wad the hack am i talking... tmd...
i meant, itz not really wasted...
hahah!
went to pray mummy's ancestors bah...
den eat alr home...
suppose to go find william to pool...
or...
jason to bball.....
but din cos i slept my way thru...
hahaha... still tired now lar...
seriously nit another job...
briteton asked if who wana be telemarketer... 8dollars an hour... shall see abt it bah...
mayb i wan... but school's starting soon i gues... booo

cheer up my fren :D

2006-03-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

hrms...
boring day again it is today...
stayed home dao abt 6 lidat...
went town slack with jason and kai wen...
nth much lar...
jus pooled and fooled ard...
den... home....
WAD IS THE MEANING OF LIFE MAN!!!!! arghs......
i nit a job lar.... seriously.....

2006-03-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

erhhhhh?
morning got spoiled by si peng's call lar...
hey derek! JOIN THE DRAGON BOAT REGETTA...
ok... so wad the dragon boat regetta abt?
erm... itz abt different schools in ngee ann taking part in a dragon boat race...
ya... of cos itz an honoured tat im chosen by the council...
but... I DUNO HOW LAR!
hahaha.. spoil my morning cos of tat... pek chek...

dragon boat dragon boat dragon boat dragon boat dragon boat dragon boat dragon boat!!

dunoo how... if i recieve an sms frm you... den i shall not attend...
else... i will tell them ok... :D

anyway belows e pic to jessie's party...
heh! sorry i meant cindy's!

2006-03-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

i was watching I SHOULDN'T BE ALIVE...
and i realise tat life is tat precious...
any moment... any time...
when death is here to claim u...
u will get claimed...

boo man... today whole day at home...
i feel so rotten...
i tink going fer a jog later aft watching my pretty clara bah...
hehe! omg... if clara were my gf........
damn it! IF... how good will tat be...

mum and dad having an arguement...
and tat makes me realise how idiotic women are...
sometimes guys got no wrong, aso kana ARH by the woman until got wrong...
like dad has tis habit to looking at gers...
which i believe itz in e genes... lol
cos i do tat too....
and he onli look not tat he touch wad...
mummy mus argue with him...
na bei lar... if onli there's a woman who doesn't mind tat..
which i noe all woman mind...
so ultamately... the onli way is...
WOMAN, IF U WAN UR GUY NOT LOOK AT OTHER GERS... PLS...
PLS KEEP IN FIGURE............
haha...

2006-03-20T16:41:00.000+08:00

here's the bbq pics....
ppl! LOOK AT SHAUN tat army boy...
haha... is tat wad army does to us?
army makes us like him? OMG

2006-03-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

frens,
i nvr understand ppl's mentality...
y izzit tat onli u guys can survive when there's a car?
public transport cnnt ah?
haish...
u guys aren't paying fer petrol u wun feel e pinch...
y not u guys get a license...
and try lar... everytime u ask me out...
i ask u... DO U HAV A CAR? DRIVE LEI....
tis is wad is always asked frm me...
yeahhh... car is convinent cos at nite no public transport lar...
but do u all wan fork out petrol money?
if u all do... i drive... ok?
sign off....
derek!

heh! jus went ta makan with jason at jurong east...
prata! irresistable de! best i've eaten man...
lol... great lar...
den home alr now nth to do.. damn...
sudden can't wait fer my pay to come lar...
but 35bucks duno can do wad...
3 packs of cigarettes?
7 mac.....?
many condoms?
add on a 5 bucks and can go geylang.....
-.-

glad e air is clear..
easier to breathe now eh?
hahaha... i tink aft wad i said tat prompt u to said wad u wana say..
know ya too well alr... but nvm...
i duno how lar...
thanks fer clearing my air to allow me breathe n slp earlier bah....

2006-03-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

i guessed i've calm down alot...
like wad sam taught me...
the more u angry... the more u hurt yrself...
so i rather sit down relax and not tink abt it....
hahaha! Sam's my manger btw......

2006-03-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

well... slept 2 hours today...
morning lai quang frm 530-6...
bathe... leave hse.....
reached labordor park late... LoL lar...
get ready everyting... and our expected guest came...
haha... i got the 1st group... kerah bahru cdc de...
90 ppl... siao... so many... others onli 40plus lar...
but the chair man was friendly ya... so were the other old ppl...
no trouble.... hrm........
ok lar... no cock ups except fer jeff who disappeared half way...
uncle and aunty treat me eat nasi lemak... si bei pai seh sia....
lidat walk walk walk... 4 hours gone....
nth much lar.... 4 hours 20bucks lor...
plus training 3 hours 15bucks...
35together... pathetic little lar...
but itz hard earned...
MY 1st pay ever i guesss... haha

uncle foo jus called me...
guess he can't wait fer e 2 butohs go trainin ah... lol
ok lar... i cnnt say 2 of them is i train out de...
or mayb i did? abit bhb....... but they did come fer my trainings last time...
it feels much like an achievement to see them move on to bigger tings!

i saw superstar virgin... i said it sucks... i complained...
but i tink back... i missed e moments...
i tink... if u were not hav given me so much trouble...
we might be together 4eva...
but u let me down... seriously down....
tings we did... loving each other..........

in love with e song...
I NV SHOULD HAV WALKED AWAY....
well... but i did cos of u.......
do i look like i moved on?
mayb u aso don understand me well....
yeo weilin... thanks........
thanks fer everyting.......
but u r gone gone gone...

2006-03-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

e moment i reached jessie's party...
i noe its boring...
sorry jess no insults...
but i tink u shld celebrate with ur besties rather den us...
hahaha... i fell aslp there...
very much needed slp lar....
haish.......................................
got some of it...
den tis ger... cindy....
omg... cute... hot... everyting...
jess fren... she's attached lar.. .sadd... haha
alrite lar... makan there... got her MRS FIELDS cos i ran out of ideas lar...
den errrrrrrrrrr....
cut cake......
i tink the most joke part is the cutting cake part lar....
aft cutting...
jess hav all her friends to take pics in different groups sia!
there were like 10 over group!
hahah... we all made noise lar...
partly di siao her, and the sis........
her sis are cute too but all attached... sadd :x
hahah... i sound like a despo lar...
but seriously... u shld see the difference between jess and them.... even cindy...
hahhaha.... :x

i hav been dwelling over tis matter even though i don wan to...
i feel like tat i'm still loving u... but yet physically i don wana be with u...
u cos me pain.... sorrow and everyting....
i shan be dwelling...
i shld not be dwelling!
i said i shld not be dwelling!

y i asked u those weird tings...
i hope u ans them...
it really makes an idiot like me noe my goal...
makes me feel better...
get it?
i tink u don....

2006-03-18T08:38:00.000+08:00

last nite... i din slp...
tis morning i woke up...
cos i din slp...
how i woke up?
i woke up frm that fact tat i shld care less abt u anymore...
i woke up frm that fact tat u din change at all...
i woke up...
UP frm everyting tats not meant to be...
im so sorry frens.. but if u wana ask me wad..
i wun say it anymore...........

lifes so... u nv get wad u wan....

u wan a beautiful ending?
U SCREWED IT.....

u wana be frens?
U SCREWED ME....

u wana hold me close again?
I SCREW U.........

yeaps.... tat's wad itz all abt....
itz all abt ppl who uses unreasonable methods to settle tings...
itz abt you.........

i remembered i like to sing... ITZ ALL ABT YOU... ITZ ALL ABT YOU BABY....

there! this verse all fer u lor... tis verse all fer wadeva i said lor......

i was here trying to path a way fer u lar....
u took e path and screw it......
throw shit on me...
and pee on e grass tat served as a soft path....

i've nth to say but... thanks ah....

2006-03-18T01:34:00.000+08:00

til e end of time...
in a world so close to me...
im jus so in love... with the ger whose in my heart???

no more alr lar.....

jus reference thru e list we used to listen...
itz all fake...
nv wld i gib tat chance again...
e chance is a minus 100 percent man....

thanks geri...
thanks fer listening to me...
i noe u hav ur problems...
but im glad u r still here... :D
miss ya lar...

i may sound flirt... but tat's my bestie... i swear....

an outsider who understands me better den U.....

e moment they got involve...
u were destine fer ur downfall...
i don care abt how u feel alr...
i onli care abt... i onli care abt others...
don care how much u loved me or still love me....
but u alr smash tis heart frm a 10th pieces to a 100th and to millions...
u wana mend it?
forget it... onli miracle can mend....

im moving......
moving away....................................

GOOD BYE TO U............................

cos u were the one who forced me to bid.....

bid....
bid....

GOOD BYE.............

2006-03-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

gosh...
blogger... im getting a heart attack...
OMG lar........
seriously wad i dun understand is y u wan make matters so big?
do u wan write into the papers and let all ppl noe?
i ask u lar... u wan anot? u wan i can... anyway ur superstar bf is nth but a calerfare....
peacefully quietly settlement.. if u wan...
i've given u a choice...
u din take...
u chose e alternative...
GOD! mummy asked me y bother abt childish ppl...
i told mummy u aren't childish......

i got news tat a guys toy-ing with u....
believe it or nt... up to u...
but don regret tat's wad i wana tell u...

i guess u really chose e way....
i din... :D

god bless u lar....
if anyting im no more there...
returning u the photos and stuff...
i onli can tell u e last time...

rmb eat ur meals...

don slp late...

STOP CRYING!

:D good bye my fren...

wad u hav done... cnnt be pardon...

2006-03-17T16:43:00.000+08:00

i asked myself "y do tis"
conscience tells me tat, itz to get back at u...

well... haha... im e devil huhhhh...

seriously certain tings i hate to say out...
but there's one i like to highlight....
i noe i can't stop ppl frm talking behind my back...
but to a certain some1... i hope u say it to my face...
and if u r not happy, we can sparrr...

hrms...ok lar...
jus blogging out my feelings lar...

i hope u understand tat the world isn't mine...
u got to understand tat im not the one acting tat the world is mine...
IM E ONE WHO IS INJURE AND HURT...
don always put it tat im e one who hurt u...

people... or guys... i ask u tis... i don wan bring it all up again... but i hav to...
so as it shall be fair to me... ok....
1.how wld u feel if ur gf crys fer another guy in front of u?
2.if u r a bballer, ur gf robs bball frm u... how wld u feel?
3.u've a great social life, ur gf robs it again... how wld u feel?
4.ur timing are all controlled by her... how wld u feel?
5.u r 18urs old...do u wan ur gf to control u wen ur mom doesn't?
6.tis cnnt do, tat cnnt do... all mus listen to her... shiok anot?
7.cnnt talk to other gers.... WOW! great social life?
8.u always end up quarrel with her no matter how wonderful ur day is...
9.a wonderful day can be spoiled wen she comes up with her nonsense...
10.a whole day out with her... n she still doesn't let u go but wan u chat to her on e phone til late...

ohhhh come on...
itz e fact... no lies.....
tell me where can u find tat thick skin man...
i allow u do alot of tings... tinking tat u will let me do it aso...
but u take an itch by an itch eh?

i was suppose gib u a chance de...
but i don wan to gib...
they said i shld gib... EVEN MY MUM SPOKE fer u...
haha... but nahhhh... i shan...

it isn't because of valerie lee zhen ying...

it is because the person is u......

valerie is nth....
she's a nice swt person...
but u r not worthy of talking abt her to me...

same goes fer pek san...
understannnddddd????????

if don... fark off........

2006-03-16T14:14:00.000+08:00

sleepless night yet again...
so in a mood at sleep aft watching american idol at 4...
den came tis 10bloodly alarms each time im abt to fall aslp...
who else... daryl eng!

onli rinna noes wad im doing...
rinna im gonna prove u wrong...
hahaha....

guessed u r still e same...
then again pek san is brought into e picture...
u don respect me...
at least respect her...

intentionally i started e war...
there's gonna be onli a survivor...
u or me....................................
hate me fer all u wan...
cos im nv gonna change my ways

frens shall we be?
fate will decide it all...
in e next 1month if we meet accidentally...
den.........................

i really appreciate e fact u left ur friendster msg huh...
but i din read i deleted it...
cos no point read and trying ta explain urself...
like wad i said...
wad u owe me... is more den wad god owes me....
ridiculous?
BELIEVE IT, OR NOT...

talking like a fool...
believing im a fool...
but u r the fool...
cos once again....
it workedddddd.........

i jus don love u anymore (nomore)..........

wen u learn to accept e fact...
it shall be e time wen u learn tat e facts are harsh and cruel...

u toyed me...
u treated me like another?
u betrayed e trust i had in u...?

i don feel like ur lover....
so u needed bid ur lover goodbye...
cos u onli bid a toy goodbye............

play e game of love?
SCREW E GAME OF LOVE!

2006-03-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

urge to update...
my mind is having a war with my heart...
was at killiney training ground... ages since i went there alr...
went pass e usual area with e usual places with her hse...
*flash flash flash*
nahhhh... memories i guess...
aite... get over it slowly..........

i duno wad lar... jus there's smth tat tells me to end e friendship rather den continuing it...
its getting us no where...
mayb it will help me move on or smth...
nvm mayb u guys duno wad my mind is going thru...
itz like.... I MISS U.... den again...
I HATE U....
den again... I LOVE U...
den again... I DON MISS U......

ya... tat sort of tings....
hahaha... great tat she's moved on....
i'd definately miss everyting lar... but i'm in no mood for bgr til aft army bahhh...
den again.... if the exact rite one comes... i will accept it of cos.....
den again.... im jus too ugly... who will wan me?
and yet again... haha... itz jus so confusing life is.........

actually i noe i shan't be doing e sms-ing its like against my ego...
but i guess jus e last few sms alr... and i shall stop...
kai wen's gonna be my messenger... i've a gift fer u...
god let u noe tat... i am willing to end tis friendship cos i see no point in us being frens...
den again.... i noe u will wana be my fren....
den again.... i noe i don wana continue being frens with u....
den again.... itz so confusing cos i duno if i shld be frens with u....

hahaha! i hate yishun man... going down there makes e heart and mind go to war...
i guess... i prefer bukit batok more and will be willing to go there often.....................
or mayb bedok or boon lay or any other place in singapore!!!!

it din ever strike me tat:
i am tat so impt to u...
u can't live w.o me..
u were perfect all way round...

it did however strike me tat:
im a doll of ur boredom...
im a person u control...
a tool fer u...
a robber who robs me...
a person who controls me......

tings tat made me buay gian abt :
crying in front of me fer another bastard
going out with bastard and nt telling me

ok i allowed u go out with ur b*** e other time...
but i noe frm e start tat he was hot on ur trails...
im a guy i noe wad a guy tinks.........

well im not a fighter....
i will not fight fer e tings i wan...
u wan it, u get it.....

haha...
let me tell u smth...
if u remembered telling me always...
DON REGRET ONLI AFT U LOSE E TING OR PERSON U LOVE....

now i ask u back e same ting... how does it feel?

great?
miserable?

ah jus fark it........
frm e start i allowed ur control... i was wrong...
now i noe... nv make e same mistake again.......

e contents above are copyrited...
blogger having the urge to blog and thus blog out his feelings...
if anyone shall feel offended reading tis...
blogger wld like to inform tat person tat...
PLS DON BE OVERLY SENSITIVE.....
itz jus a person going thru some feeelings problem...

and blogger hav guranteed all friends tat he is alright...
onli tat certain some1 mus understand how he feels...
and respond accordingly.........

life isn't abt me...
life isn't abt u......
life is abt... fer all the better tings in e world.... I DON GIB A DAMN WAD LIFE IS ALL ABT...

so if u read and tink tat content is shooting u... FARK OFF.....

2006-03-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

2006-03-13T02:06:00.000+08:00

nth to update... cos lazy lar...
but here are some pics...
yan has flown to beijing fer attachment...
ya... so here are the pics....

2006-03-09T02:28:00.000+08:00

LAKEHOLMS!!
jus crashed joe's condo fer a swim...
home at 1 am... haha... great swim la...
den theres tis ger... bloody cute... swear man...
ask jason... witness... lol

swam... den went steam room...
kana steam dao sweat dao like jus bathe... lol
den went jacuzzi... had a quiet chat with jason...
haha...we agreed abt alot of tings abt gfs...
hrms... and den admit sometimes we might miss them aft break up and stuffs lar...
den we were sharing our same experience as in break up alr, cnnt be frens and stuff...

ya... talking abt pek san....
haha! come to tink of it sometimes we or mayb i will jus miss tat moment with her...
yeap... who doesn't... 1st love anyway wad...
itz like a regret? but yet again... itz like... ya....
mayb more to a regret bah.... haha!
i regretted not getting hold of the chances im given with 2 hands...
blablabla...
itz all over....... yeap....
mayb jus regret the Aftermath of the break up lar...
tat cost e friendship... haha!
and again... blablabla... itz all over.....
i duno if she ever reads tis post... but jus a sorry... :D
if it were to take me my life to salvage tis friendship... i wld...
cos nth matters more to me den frens..... no big talk... :D

anyway... jus sometings brought up lar...
hrms... today quite boring... holidays quite boring lar...
my 4days 240dollar job like no more alr...
sad lar.... now is 1 day 5dollar and hour...
hope tis one hav...
tis hols i wana make as much money as possible lar... lol... :d
money money money...
ask me y i wan so much money.....
ask me................

tat's cos i wan real diamond studs on my ears... YAH!
real................
real................
real................
real................
real................

2006-03-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

the 1st to hear was, WAH! ni hen HONG...
i replied... den ni yao my signature ma?

lol! a day at sentosa tanjong beach w/o sunblock has left me red hot all over...
not pain... or mayb NOT YET pain... soon i expect...
itz super red... guess i'll lock myself up at home dao im white...
lol! aft sentosa went to meet yan and gang...
den got to noe yan's fren... quite a nice person lar...
fetched his fren to kovan den went to grand's house...
den home alr...
tireee tireeee tireeed!
RED HOT! im hot........ itz 1030 and i on my air con...

don wan elaborate on wad happen today cos itz all nt impt...

oh... the body of tat 2 yr old was found...
fark the murderer who raped her lar....
2 yr old onli... GOT PLEASURE MEH?
go die go die go die!
curse u to death.......

i read frm a blog....
wadeva happens in life, jus let nature take itz flow....
if she's meant to be with u... she will be with u somehow somewhere sometime someday...
else... if she's not.......
there's a right one out there......

ok... she's overly sweet i swear...
but with my heart evolving and changing like the rapid evolution and change of our society...
im sad to say...she might not be the one...
who noes.....
all i care now ish......
1.studies
2.friends
3.basketball

if onli my wish wld be listened to by U
god, i swear i wld defy u no more...

2006-03-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

haha...
awaken by her phone call...
made a trip to jp...
saw min and her...
haha... great morning.. :D
some old lady walked pass and said im her husband... den start talking rots... LOL...
funny.. but... haha...

2006-03-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

it seems a routine i fall sick aft exams...
bless me..... haha
or rather... FARK TIS ROUTINE....

reply me not...
silent is ur forte...
i will let u understand...
understand the power of e word...

2006-02-26T05:08:00.000+08:00

for once if u guys tink im a minnow...
for once if u guys tink i can be taken advantage off...
for once if u guys tink u can gang up on me...
KISS MY ARSE DICKHEADS!
if i hav to do tings to get attention...
if i hav to do tings tat u guys don wan me to do...
if i hav to do tings tat u guys don like...
if i hav to do tings tat isn't rite...
ITZ ALL UR FAULT!
neither nor will i call tis a family in crisis...
cos it isn't a family in crisis..
but itz a family full of bullies...
who shld i name eh? noe urself...
bloody bastards...

u guys out there might be telling me...
DEREK, LAG LA... UR FAMILY..
DEREK, LAG LA... DON SO ANGRY...
DEREK, DON ARGUE JUS KEEP QUIET...

i shall tell u guys...
FRENS, NOE ME FOR THE BETTER, I HATE PPL WRONGING ME!

y am i so angry?
itz nth...
jus wana apologise to QYANN... but happy belated bday...
supposely i tot i cld hav the car back at 3am so i can pass her e present...
well... so bastards told me say HE SAY HE GO OUT AWHILE ONLI... LATA PASS U THE CAR...
that happened at 2am...
awhile is how long?
5AM den the car was available...
WOW! awhile eh?
den tat bastard came to pioneer mall mac jus onli jus now to find me...
i off my hp...
ignored everyting...
ok lar... not so bad...
i knew he wld park e car and come call me...
e moment he went to park e car...
i pack my bag and went off... SMART EH?
he managed to find me.....
well... i told him... IM NOT GONNA SIT E CAR!

with all my pride and ego...
y wld i wana sit inside a bloody toyota camry with u?
u guys are not in my league...
my ambitions are high...
wad r u all to me....
jus so extras who will provide the "ups" n "downs" in life...

im gonna start it....
so stressed.... family is so idiotic......

and she....
she din reply me today again.....
itz all repeating..... same as last yr....
i hope i get a clearer ans...... somehow.......

i nit a smoke!

2006-02-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

like wad the fark... the conversation between kai wen and i...
the topic JI HONG! haha... read the red text man... u will luff ur arse out...
it jus happened! lol... mr siao! wad u tinking huh....

k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
i dun even noe her oso
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
haha
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
how i noe her ah....
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
ji hong lorrrr
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
lol
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
who is ji hong
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
ji hong is flirt lar
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
lol
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
tt gt gf one rite
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
i itnk i noe who
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
LOL
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
WAD SIA
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
JI HONG MEANING MEANS FLIRT
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
LOL
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
wad got gf one
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
neh neh
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
he gt gf de mah
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
no meh
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
LOL
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
he tanned one rite
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
eye rbow thick one rite
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
duno u is act dumb
derek'o9 panda valerie roams EARTH sometimes don ask y says:
or real dumb
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
oo
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
i get u now
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
hahah
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
LoL
kkk'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
ji hong
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
i tot is guy name lor
k'aiw'en say:WOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!! u gotta see it! shake it mama shake it and i lov 爱纱!! says:
haha

2006-02-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
jus gymed today... but aren't aching...
haha! i today counted quite xiong alr lor...
Hrm.... y ah... not aching...
hav i grew stronger?lol...
or izzit because i finished one box of milk?

hrms...? life is so strange...
everytings nt going my way alr... :(
i wana meet u........

2006-02-21T02:50:00.000+08:00

10 mins of erotic fun....
10 mins of shuang-ness...
10 mins of stupidness...
ALL CAME TO LIGHT...
onli when ur phone is stolen...
NYP fren... u r a cute, cute looking ger...
y do sucha stupid ting? i mean, sex den sex.. y record?
does it enhance the feeling?! hais yosss....

today was a day full of pool...
2-7 pm pooling away...
kinda funny...
2 locations.....
haha!
nvm dat she din reply me...
i din hav time fer her too.....

shld i gym tmr?
hrm.................

2006-02-19T03:54:00.000+08:00

POOF! *!
im back at 4am in the morning...
haha... well well well... y so late...
cos i went to play pool.....
i went to eat.....
and drove ard........
so there was tis corolla tat was traveling at i guess... 140.....
ya... get chase by me... haha... but cos i had other ppl on e car... definately will take a longer time to get to that speed... when i finally and was abt to win.... i had to turn...
sad case... 150 i went and i still LOST! wtf... lol*thrilling*

alright today got scolded fer sitting position while driving, and turning frm filter lane...
guess my grand dad tester is tat strict eh!
haha! msg and told her abt it.... lol! she's bloody cute...
i realise at 8pm she will MIA...
wel... forget it... no more girls til army i guess... haha
my hair got scolded too as it is too long and dyed... like fark?
i hav style! my ah ma wans WELL KEPT GROOMED hair

went qw....
den went beach road... all driving....
got myself a FARKING stylo tee frm beach road...
JUS 5.50!
guess wad?
ahaha... tat grey color shirt with e word... ARMY at e back....
ai zai... my new addition to the clothes...
so happy... lol......

aite going slp... lata still bballing at 10 in e morning....

anyone who wans jio me out next week... u can do so...
STUDY BREAK... but nth much to study... 2 papers onli....

2006-02-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

itz time to blog....
blog blog blog......

yearning to pick tat habit up...
stress u call it? defiant u say it....
i noe ppl say it kills...
tat's y i wan it............

anyway, im a sad old man....
my happinesssssssssssss.....
haha! onli she noes it... :x

anyway... my arms and chest is aching...
gym yesterday... din do much cos rushing fer time...
ya but still managed to do weights.....PHEWS!

school's at 2 today....
preparing soon....
i wana change my blog skin again... HRM...
i duno if it'll be nice.... hahah....
but i shall do it anyway.... not today...
mayb tmr

2006-02-12T03:27:00.000+08:00

330, im here ta blog... why?
cos i jus got a hell of a shouting frm tat fat bitch at home...
wait... whose tat fat bitch? haha! u mean mummy? nahh.. not today...
i wun say scolding but i say shouting... simple... cos itz UNREASONABLE!
well.. wad abt it... let me elaborate how it all started out...
imagine ur hse has a powerpoint... with a multi plug tat sparks when ever u pull e plug out of it...
now imagine ur fat bitch standing beside it looking so shocked... so stun... I MEAN AS IN REALLY SHOCK AND STUN.......
with the vaccum cleaner plug on the floor next to the multi plug.....
wad's ur first reaction? definatly is to ask wad happen rite?!
such a false alarm....
i cared...
but to be ignored and got scolded cos i din off the tv?
WAD FARK! HOW I WISH U WERE ELECTRIC SHOCK BY TAT PLUG! CHEE BYE!
it was supposed to be end of story.........
few hours later... i was enjoying my man utd thrashing of portsmouth....
ronaldos wonder goals........
there she goes again... telling the other siblings abt it...
and den shouting at 3am? u wan shout... i shout with u lar...

EH FAT BITCH, if u were a guy... i wld take u on...
one on one... i swear... sometimes i feel like smacking u til u shut up...
tis hols im gonna find a job... don be suprise to see me out of the hse forever...
i can live a life without u ppl who doesn't appreciate me...

i told u guys alr... sometimes... all i nit is the respect u guys gimme...
i gave all of u... all 4 of u respect... end up wad i get... SHIT!...
4 = danny eng, june lim, daryl eng and justina eng!
hey! u call tis a farking family? ya a farking one.....
if u guys don feel sorry for yrself...
i will feel sorry fer u.....
so wad if i live in the hse... so wad if u call me brother....
i see myself nth but smth fer u all to bully.... HAHA!
HEY! FARK OFF....
if u talk to me, and im silent... pardon me...
u guys caused it....
disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!disrespect!

a note to all parents....
if u tink ur kids are for scolding and venting of anger...
u can jolly well fark off...
don call urself parents....
so wad if they say U BRING US TO THE WORLD?
i was wondering... if u guys were not horny... den don bring lar!
y bring the kids and let them suffer? RITE?!

seriously... i've a word to descript everyting now.........
OUTRAGES!
and mayb another 2 for everyone who in under my roof...
FARK OFF!

2006-02-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

back ta blog.....
so pissed tat i went out of the hse to get my watch...
b4 tat some fat bitch was screaming her head...
well... she's an idiot i guess...
mothers... all they do is correct..... we do is wrong...
HAHAHA! LOSERS!
went ta collect my watch... show u guys the pic....
nice sia... ai zai one....
here's tee box...

and then, you open it.....

and lastly..... the MASTERPIECE!!!!

love it man love it man love it man....

2006-02-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

back here ta blog...
today is jus an average day with jus going to school...
anyway the moster will always be a monster no matter how good u dress...
hrms... nth much except went down plaza singapura to catch i not stupid two with yan and gang...
was fooling ard... hahah
quite fun...
missed out on collecting my watch... damn it...
I NIT MORE TEE SHIRTS!!!!!!!!!

haha! cya guys around...

sudden miss e moments... itz over...

u replied my sms once today onli...
are u starting it again...? hais... my mcflurry!

2006-02-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

playing a game of catch me if u can...
sorry guys fer nt informing u my addy...
hehe!

well... 2 days... 160bucks... 2 items....
haha! got my everlast watch today...
jus tat i hav to collect it tmr...
or shld i say... got my watch yesterday...
hav to collect it later...
lol! yeap... tat's abt so lar..
hrms... wad today?
nth much skipped class in the morning cos i don wan wake up
COME ON! DEBARMENT WEEK IS OVER! lol...
exams coming alr... phewwww.... jus chiong awhile... den hols wana go work...
i realise money does wonders u noe... haha! i wana earn money...
or start my own business... lalala.....
den aft class today went town to meet yan and gang lar...
lol... quite fun disturbing sey min....
bought my watch or shld i say ordered it...
den lata getting it... shall show u guys e pic tonight...
shld i go clubbing or melvin's hse? hrms.........
considering......

if i go MOS, i wun get to sms u....
so... shld i go? haha
blahblahblah tat's wad u like to say...
but i noe u noe wad i mean...

2006-02-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

my mcflurry is getting sweeter i guess....
but y is M&Ms with nuts so sour and hot... tsk*

hey ya... back to blog....
today nth much except late for class by 1 hour...
i had a dream in e morning tat everyone will be fighting to use e toilet...
DEJA VU... it did happen...
well... so i jus slept my way til everyone is done with e toilet...
bathe liaos... go out... went to the bank to deposit money...
late alr still can do alot of tings... lol...
inside to 350bucks... so lil... tsk*
den went school... nth much la... went empty handed wad u expect...
den erms.... BA had our presentation... den i went town...
met yan han, kw and jw... walked ard....
went down bugis as well.....
FINALLY GOT MY BAG... with yan and kw advise...
here...

nice hor? lol.. love it...
now i'm bio-ing the green adidas original sports sweater...120bucks
as well as my everlast white watch...76bucks
well.. tmr yan shld be helping me get e watch... can't wait... lol....

im waiting for e day... where u will understand the true meaning of L-O-V-E...
itz not a game for fools... if it is...
jus play fool with me....

2006-02-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

it all happened in a blink of an eye...
and im whining cos u r not bothering...

school was fine...
my BA hav not handed in... confirm late alr lor...
but today quite fun...
din attend lesson lar...
but went do BA lor...
den had fun doing it...
cos we sudden mentioned abt campus superstar...
ken and i argued who was the prettiest...
i stand in CLARA's corner..
ken stand in THERESA corner...
lol... the finals both of them in...
now... ken and i will got logger heads!
haha! funny sia....
found clara friendster....
or duno izzit true anot lar....
but i bet she wun accept e friend request too...
haha! super stars are jus superstars...
they will be dao... tat's my expectation...
hopefully there's one not dao one lor...
the unique friendly one.... haha

2006-02-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

yawns... kinda shag...
though im starting to feel like how bastards feel...
but at least im guilty...
i've seem to be doing nth fer BA man.. tat's the farking prob now...
hais yer! sorry ken....
mus keep sorrying cos that barbi is doing alot.....
abt 90% of e work i suppose?sorry sorry...
haha! got a rare greeting frm her tis morn... :D
started off great... though was in school frm 1-7...
jus doing BA...
ya...den aft tat home lor.....
den took e car secretly and got a hell of screaming fer it...
haha! where i went? hrms... ok la...
supposely wanted to go eat with allan they all.. but cancelled cos i tot justina wans e car..
den i reach home finding e car un touched... so bo bian, cos allan they all alr went jp makan...
asked qyannn lor... yeap! waited for her to ok...
den went chomp chomp eat...
haha! quite fun...
eh qyannn... if u r reading tis...
RMB THE GIFT... FOR EVERY PIECE U USE, U WILL RmB me... lol...
i still hav 2 more packs with me... finish can find me... :p
itz a rainy nite... sent her back... den home...
feel like slping... but wait for ken to be done 1st... :D

2006-02-05T03:43:00.000+08:00

hey 345 im blogging...
got home not long ago frm geylang... went to visit the chickens again...
today got really alot of nicer ones den the other days...
i went 3 times tis 3 weeks alr i guss? haha
but today is with qing, lan and kit...

ya so wad happened today...
woke up late.... haha... suppose to be in school at 9 but i woke up at 9...
since i woke up late i din get to pei her lor... she was in np since 830.. "sorry"
hehe! hrms... nth much actually la... for the fact tat the gers today were more den the other days...
wei qi they all scolded me ji hong cos they say i onli bring gers around...
PLS LOR... the guys rite... they don seem as interested as the gers lar...
den there was tis quite pretty one... sexy too? haha... charline frm serangoon sec...
basically we were TEASING each other and ok la... jus a friend for a moment.. lol...
den nth much lar... helped them clear...
den planned to dine with qyan...
the moment qyann sms me saying MUS HAV CAR...
mummy smsed saying some idiot took e car....
thus... dinner... FOILED! sorry yan!

he was suppose to be home by 10...
end up... 1115 den home... WIN ALR....
thus... i noe how to be as idiotic as u ok...
i purposely said i don wana go out... haha!
he ask i everyting duno... woots... i knew he was bloody pissed... wahas!

den finally arranged to go out at 12plus lar... with those guys....

everytime we go out... we will unknowingly talk abt ugly bird.....
haha! cool... hear u've been naughty again huh boy...
no wonder santa claus din giv u a toy...
a toy to make u handsome i mean... haha!
i guess santa wld gib u one to reflect on ur actions soon... tis xmas....
don tink we love u.... don tink we are ur buddies....
alright? the onli word i can tell u is REFLECTION...
try to understand wad i mean...
see wad u do...
and imptly look at urself in e mirror...

will be in school at 12 tmr to do BA...
intend to submit in late if we din manage complete... haha..
kenneth rocks my socks!
sorry ken... u gotta do alot of tings tis days cos i've open hse... thanks!

i said i wana eat u...
i will eat u up! clean til bones...
haha! :p
to e yummylicious, sexy character ger...
imissya.....

they told me wad was ur MSN nick..
in onli few sentence i can summarise it
1. wait no more for it will nv be e same again
2.regret no more fer ur actions for u noe u've done wrong
3.look in front and nt back
4.stop fooling urself tat i wld come back... itz impossible...
5.move on with life! for greater tings awaits u......

2006-02-04T02:06:00.000+08:00

yeee... the hot choc ngee ann giv sucks...
haha! hiya back here ta blog...
today ah? no school lar... but went back to help e open hse...
phewssss.... tiring... suppose is 9 start... i went at 2... stayed dao 7...
lol...
dinner with her was cancelled as she had smth on...
nvm.. other time... nth much... reached home sms-ing her...
without her company i wld hav rot in e bus and at home...
fried my own rice.... den makan...
den watched sky high... nice show....
den chatted to her on msn... now 215 alr... going slp liaos....
nites ppl... tmr again at the open hse whole day... sians

itz all too true to be happen...
no signs of reject like e other time...
jus signs of good hope...
im jus so so so afraid..... i still don get it...
but nvm... cos i noe... u're e one....
i always knew u can bring away my past... replace it with urself...
i always knew u can make me smile... like how the others failed...
jus don build my hopes up and make it crash down....

2006-02-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

CLASS CANCELLED TMR!
YAHOO! so wad cancelled...
it jus means no test onli... it jus means going to do open hse...
like fark.... haha! anyway im keeping quiet nt to let ppl noe my class cancelled...
lol... den i can run frm open hse fer 1 day! YAHOO!
hiack hiack...
today ah? excused frm class the whole day ya... and den was like...
open hse......... sian diaos... whole day frm 9-6 ok...
feel like shit lidat man.... super shit lar...
so tiring... walking ard... entertaining ppl... disturbing.... haha!
den she came.............. she came fer awhile... it might be awhile...
but we did talk... walked abit b4 she went off.... :D jus made my day so great...

aft tat open hse...
sort of agreed tat i go find her... ended up...
jus too late... she was leaving the place she was at...
wanted to rush down to westmall to meet her... but i din... lazy lar....
haha!

jus woke up frm my bloody nap...
she called to wake me... SO GREAT rite?
hehe! tra la la la..... and im waiting for alvin to tell me wad to do fer project submission tmr....
ALVIN!!!!!!!!!!!

dizzydazzle :
itz my school... i shld be the one praying not to ssee u....
anyway... itz easy to avoid me as long as u avoid the school of ICT...
tat's jus some simple words fer u to understand...
to love me and to let me go? BULL SHIT FART!
make it jus tat... theres some guy aft u and u badly nit a stead to fark....
sucha simple explanation sucha simple ting... jus type it out...
u noe tat theres some1 out the wanting to be with u, and in nicer terms...
all u say is "to love him i've to let him go" BULL SHIT!
jus say..."i noe he loves me and im giving him a chance"...
don sound so wei da... i hate it! don make me hate u...cos i nvr did... but i will....

2006-02-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

yos....
MY BA DATELINE EXTENDED! so shiok cannn....
haha! reached home at 7 plus lidat...
ran away frm the beta test of system... lol...
cos im like an outcast to the SC now... idiots...
well well well... wad happen?
nth much... jus some begging of BA extension....
den now my 3D max cnnt install im like so fark up lar... idiot sia
mus go back school to pia alr... catch me in NP on thurs, fri, sat....
i've got excuse letter for the whole 3days.... im involove in the open hse tingy....

jus hang up e fone with her...
haha! again i melted.............
i jus hope... itz all true... itz all coming so true.....

2006-02-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

jus hang up e phone with her...
short 5mins was jus some chatting smiling and a good nite...
a smile with a good nite...

itz more den mcflurry with xtra oreo...
itz more den a trip around singapore...

we were having tis small arguement over YOU jus now...
haha ended up she apologised and tat made me smiled...

today's jus an average day...
woke up, went aunt hse.......
STORM out of the hse cos some fool tried telling me how expensive is petrol when she doesn't come out any for petrol...
went town with phile.... my best best best god bro...
we shoped for his shoes, but ended up can't find...
went bugis to find but the shop not open...
so went billy bombers.... HAHA! BOMBERS BOMB ME TUMMY!
so full can... den had this ben and jerry ice cream... smsed and KEK her... haha
saw tis NIKE bag... silver with black words... NICE lei! i wan it so badly...
but din bring money and phile offered me as a gift... but not destine for it lar... cos itz like...
NO STOCK left... onli left display... well... shall find other outlets can..
den left fer home...
u don call PHILEMON my god bro for nth alright...
he is a person whom u can trust when u nit him... be it happy or sad...
he is all tat a best fren can offer...
he is all tat an older bro can do.....
love ya dude!

my whole day is not onli abt phile...
itz definately abt u...
it reminded me of the angelic ting and devil tingy...
but itz now jus so much different....
itz like....... duno how to say...
hearing u makes me melt...
smsing u makes my day.....
meeting u makes me smile......
well well... tat's u alright.....
i know ultimately the chances of being with u is slim...
i told qyannn
even if we're together, we wld break up aft a while...
or
we wld not be together but jus as frens...
or
the best is.... til e day i die, we will be together and hav many kids...

but i treasure it all with u... i swear....

i've decided to move on fer u are not one who is worth my waiting...
i've decided to move on fer i've found her... whom i wanted all a long...
screwed... i wasn't the replacement...i made u sound like a replacement now... haha

2006-01-31T04:16:00.000+08:00

i duno y but i've labelled u a bitch...
e smses i sent, u din reply... jus watch it alright?
if u tink avoiding me is the best solution...
u can't nv do it e rest of ur life dez...

2 days of new yr....
great i suppose...
ended up with 3 days of late nites! woots!
reunion dinner nite ended up in coffee cum supper til 3plus 4....
chu yi ended up in makan at geylang and pool at queentown til 5...
today ended up in FEARLESS and mac til 330....
woots! late days... though im still so hyper now... itz 420...

i shan update for the chu yi cos i kinda forgotten wad happened liaos...
today ish chu er....
well... every year the same.... go to thomson road....
font memories of tat prata shop.... haha
den ate there (daddy's god ma cooked)
den jiu aft tat... drove down to uncle johns place at enous....

haha! uncle john seems to know alot...
quite a fun man... telling us abt his past... den now cnnt do tis and tat....
his dad is lying in bed motionless aft a stroke... and isn't concious...
ok la... he too seems to know quite alot abt lin... kept asking me...
i asked him how he noe... he said daddy always complain to him...
haha! guess tat's wad best pals are fer ya.... daddy's childhood cum army cum guai lan frens... haha....
well.. aft tat left his place at abt 7 with a black face...
the fat woman PMSed at us... like shit!
went paya lebar.... stayed there til 9......

saw tis sms "you wana come? 930?"

the moment tis sms came... itz jus inevitable tat i will leave paya lebar and head back to where ever she was... so... she was at JURONG WEST POLYCLINIC...
haha... paya lebar... rushed down... sucha happy ting...
saw tat her...
we were going fer ice cream for ur info...
she claimed she pang seh her frens... so... THANKS...
but i aso pang seh my family and the others... haha...
reach holland v... hiagen diaz was extreme pack... and she super impatient...
ended up we went mac drive thru....
den got mcflurry extra oreo...
and we began our trip around singapore ba...
she's like sucha cute ger lar... can climb all around the car... haha!
finally send her home...
pia to jp for FEARLESS...
quite a meaningful show...
teaches us tat... arrogance really gets u no where....
and emphasis on tat everyone's greatest enermy is urself......
wasn't really on the movie thou... was sms-ing thru out... god...
haha! den aft the show went jing wei hse for a while...
den went mac makan... den now home...
K LA! im sleepy liaos...
my day ended up GREAT!!!

jus read dizzy dazzle and remembered....
rmb, both of us hav no ex's Ok? yeahhh OK....
the next time i knew..... i heard...
MY EX is acting in im not stupid two....

GOD DAMN i've been a replacement

2006-01-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

e dinner was great...
got ang paos frm both grand parents... adding up to 80...
tmr still got lei! haha...
home quite long alr...
nth much abt dinner lar...
jus tat i tink i've gotten it...

it jus sounded like a dream...
are u..... ?? am i in a dream???
seriously... I DUNO too...

jus polished my shoes...
haha... still not shiny... duh lan lar...
gotten my clothes all ready to be iron fer tmr...
long sleeve, pants, tie..... fer 1st day...
long sleeve, jeans, tie.... 2nd day!
all planned liaos... lol...
cant wait fer tmr to come....

THINGS ALWAYS GETS BETTER I GUESS

2006-01-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

claim it or dump it itz ur decision...
fer ur info... FOURSKIN sucks...
i hab not wear it but i din like e design... 25bucks eh?
nvm... u can change it for ur special some1...
i guess i'd miss e feeling... but itz over..........

ohhh... gr8 days awaits me next week...
hopefully... new yr aren't abt ang baos tis time round...
it means a new yr of hopes i guess....

i've succeeded in wad i did...
imma bastard in ur mind now i guess?
i've succeeded in wad u failed...
tat's to make u hate me as much...
MOVE ON WITH IT... and don look back at me...

i guess it will be a long day today.....
anyway met val and qyan in e morning... haha...
gr8 day i said....
gonna down for dinner liaos... take care....

miss YEO weiLin:
u can ignore my smses... but the stuffs... im definately returning u....
i will put it at ur doorstep SOMEDAY... either today or other day... Jus...
jus deal with it....
those are memories i will nt wana keep... if u don... dump it too

2006-01-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

new skin! yet again...
haha... i tink tis skin is cooler den the 1st one i made...
the pics... u can't believe it if i said is i take myself...
resolution not good, but with the help of fireworks... haha... can't be told!
seriously artisitc work hor? haha

ever since ur intervention,
we drifted apart... seems to be getting further....
FARK U! CCB!

yeah... alright alright... today was nth man...
jus went for e car in e morning... almost lan ga into mummy cos she jam her bloody brakes...
BOOOOOO!!!! haha... den erms... school was ok...
sook chiat told me
you got a C for SA...
Derek i know u can do better...
You are a farely intelligent person...
Don mix around with those guys...
bring in the right attitude...
U hav tat intelligence... Don waste it...
And also ur leadership qualities...Make use of it smartly...
It will help u alot....

so glad today don nit see farking face...
he almost failed PM and fail ca for SA...
aft sch, zak, me, qing and ken went lunch... bery fun!
disturb... chatted... haha! do the finger tingy...
u guys don play it with us... itz a lame ting...
den rite, fetch zak home to take his stuff... den back to sch...
den return car....
den home....
was watching BAND OF BROTHERS dao slp... haha
total 10episodes... i watch dao 6 ler...
v nice show i tell u....
haha! yeap... tat's abt it... love my blog skin...

my words were mis read and mis intepreted...
fine if the way it goes...
don sound so wei da... cos if u sound wei da... im like a loser...
whose the loser here...
im perfect in every sense in tis relation...
don doubt me... fark off...
to make my point clearer...
i tink itz jus u, u and u who makes tings worst always...
lastly jus to inform...
look out of the frens beside u... don tink they treat u good means they like u...

hereby specially out to yimin...
thanks for ur concern... thanks for ur shield...
i may nt noe who to trust... but... thanks to u...

2006-01-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

*whole day depressing mood*

frm the moment u stepped in i knew tis is gonna be a regret...
i shldn't hav held for 9months... which was my fav number?
the 1st broke shld be forever and nv a patch...

lines to remember during tis 9 months... or shld i say... line of the 9months...
SORRY I ALWAYS TREATED U LIKE MY EX....

kewl man... hey guys... line of the 9months...
fond memories of demanding and hectic relationship...
i onli can say... u're a farking big liar...
SAY WADEVA U WAN TO THE GUYS ALRIGHT?!
u can see anyone and jus tell them ur problems.....
i don care much alr...LOSER....

yah yah yah... shi hui say itz harsh....
IF DON HARSH WILL U WAKE UP?
hello? please..............

9months and i always hear...
promise me tat we'll be together forever...
haha! y don u promise me not to do the tings u do?

SO WAD U CHANGED? a leapoard spots wun change....
awww... sad rite... cry all u wan...
u nvr cry for me...

WHEN U STEAD WITH ME U CRY FOR SPENCER?
fark u lar... hey...
since when were ur tears true?

if my day is bad enuff... or if urs is...
who cares abt urs? u made my suck can...
i had to cover ppl asses for u...

and tis friday or sat... open ur door to find some stuffs outside i'll be returning...
u can burn it, dump it, throw it... i don care....
jus take it bacK!

2006-01-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

i pointed my finger wrongly?
i care? haha!

today ::
woke up at 6 to go take the care...
6.15 val called me, i tot my phone going spoil! cos it doesn ring in the morning... esp with VALERIE as caller... haha..
ans... did talk quite abit lar... hrms... she maybe helping u... but she aren't helping at all cos no matter how much close both us are... im nt going to listen n spoil everyting...
took the car... went home...
rested awhile... den off to school... QING OVERSLEPT!

errr... school was ok.... great.... jus tat seeing some sucker made me sick...
haha... aft school went to the gym to sweat it out...
phew... my arms are aching... and i tell u, aft the gym... i can't even drive! haha
went with zak... did alot of upper body stuffs...
den went return car....

got farkly ps by kw again... Y ?!!!!
everytime is kw name... chee bye la u all...

den slp al the way lar....

anyway... me and val decided on not bothering abt anyting, not to risk a blooming friendship! hahaha! sucha way to descript it man!

2006-01-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

did i point me finger at e wrong person??
or wad....
jus 2 say... i don bother either

valerie called at 615? heng im awake... haha

2006-01-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

itz sucha blessing i wasn't with gang yesterday...
guys... not i wana say u all... but jus understand some tings...
if u wana say some1 and still go out with tat some1... itz aren't gonna help at all...
itz a habit i picked up now a days tat tis blogger is for scolding ppl...
forgive me for scolding u guys...

i was slping at home... tat was my someting on...
cos tat 6th sense jus drove me on.... i knew wad will happen who wad where when y...
i went out at 12 last nite... went down chinatown to walk with qing, kit and lan...
ok la... quite "nice" view to be exact...
den went down pasir panjang to makannnn... yum yum....
sat there... chat quite alot abt our farking fren.....
den we went down WCP... great la.... sat there... chatted abt you and i....
i insist tat nobody was the cos of wadeva tat's happening...
if u wana blame, im the blame................
im jus a man... too man for anyone........
itz great... having chat with lan and gang... they too added fun to everyting...
home at 4.... slp at 5....

morning went ah ma hse clean up....
phew... whole bod with rashes... like farking dirty....
i duno how man... jus din do it thoroughly....
hate it and i swear tat if i can use a hose to spray the whole hse...
i'll do it! hahahhaha

an explaination and blessing i owe...
jus an explaination and nth else...

if u tink valerie was e cos of everyting... JOLLY WELL FARK OFF...
if u tink yi min is e devil in tis... JOLLY WELL FARK OFF...
shi hui asked me to explain tings to u...
i guess my explainations hav been done since 23/12...
if u tink it isn't enuff... reflect and ask urself...
do u love a person and control him like how u farkingly controlled me?
do u love a person and spoils his day like how u farkingly always spoils mine?
do u love a person and always wan him to company tat he aren't hav time for anyting jus like how u farkingly do it to me?!

i bless u with whoever u are with...
i may regret frm tat moment but i'll nv regret having freedom...

they said " u're cruel for ignoring and not contacting her"
me said " i leave the choice open.. itz up to her and not to me"

mum said "u totally ignoring her now?"
me said "im not doing anyting... itz up to her... im not going do anyting"
dad said "good... jus like me!"

my angels fought the devil... my devil won....
to my suprise... the devil gave me wad the angel can't...
u guessed it... freedom..............
it may nt be as colourful as wad the angel gave...
but it was certainly the ting tat i was looking for...

to the guy aft me...
god bless u 2... and hope she doesn't treat u like how i was....
if she does... u love it... i nth to say...
else... GOD BLAST U... haha

here is a screen shot of wad saw... lol... GERI the PERVERT!

it reads THANKS TO ASS DEREK UM EASYT TO BE PLEASED =P

2006-01-22T11:31:00.000+08:00

hi... here to blog...
going out ah ma hse help her sprin clean liaos....
well... last nite 4am reached home...
went china town will allan qing and kit...
den went makan... went west coast park and talked alot... den home...
haha! quite a hurried entry.... gtg! BYE

2006-01-21T00:12:00.000+08:00

back to blog 12.14
nth much today lar...
last nite slept at 3.. woke up at 7..
all jus to rush VID... managed to complete... but the report mus rush...
ya... was done by 9, left story board... den drop dead... lol...
woke up at 11 and found out i was late and i din do story board... bo bian....
rush... took train to clementi took cab with an un known guy... haha
aft tat submitted work...
again the idiot has hai dao ppl... our presentation for SAB can get high marks de... he tinks he is SOME1.... anyhow do? fark lar...den his project can't debug, actually i noe y de... i don wan say... :x wahaha... beware u idiot... i bet alvin hates u too... they way u present... if u tink u are great... jus fark off... ACCEPT IDEAS FRM PPL! u chee bye... don force me beat u up one day... i will... IM NOT SCARED OF U! i neednt name u... u shld noe urself... chee bye....

the sense of achievement is so good man... project done ! hahah

2006-01-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

12.55 and im blogging...
jus finished my VID product...
can say out of the 2yrs in MMC... tis website is the most accomplished one... as in design wise...
took alot of time to draw those pics... animation wise... quite ok lar... haha... itz jus feel so great accomplishing wad u wana do...
im left with the report... which... i hav totally no mood to do now seh...
fark... haha...

well.. was in school today pia-ing the product and was chatting to min..
found out smths...
seriously... if i don address it... i tink in justice will be done...
DON BOTHER TO ASK FOR NUMBERS...
NO ONE IS AT FAULT BUT YOU!
alrite... tink tis 2 lines are enuff la...
if anyting happens to her/them... mind u... u will not be forgiven i swear....
childish acts!!!!

haha... life's kinda enjoying...
having fun with everyting...
and weiqi hair... DEMON! YAO JING! :x